You're right.

You were right,
I'm not happy
and I'm not alright.
You nailed it.
Fucking genius..

I Know.

I know i shouldn't have been somewhat sad or whatever, but everything was so overwhelming and i didnt know how to react. I feel thankful for everyone and i truely was happy, but i also feel i should apologize for maybe not being as happy as i should.
Things have just been really weird lately, and i havent been all that happy.. dont get me wrong you all did make me smile and be happy and im glad but idk how to explain it.

Tired.

I'm so tired of trying so hard to be your best friend, to try and get you to open up and be there for you all the time when you seem to never be there for me, and never talk or just give me a hug when im sad.. or to be just plain nice to me. uugh i just dont know.
I'm tired of being happy for everyone else and not for me, I'm tired of people bullshit and lies, I'm tired of being sad for no reason and for being sad for a reason, I'm literally tired, and im fucking tired of being tired. I'm sick of it and im sick of life.. whats wrong with me.

I Bet.

I honestly bet like maybe 3-5 people at most will remember and you wont be one of them.

I Still Love You.