WTF.

k so when did i become non existant?
when did i become invisible to you?
When the fuck did i become not important enough for a smile or a hi?
how come we dont hang out anymore and why dont you care..
i repeatedly tell you over and over that you dont talk to me but you do NOTHING about it..
you're a fucking coward, you wonder why you have no friends or little lgs for friends well ill tell you
you fucking push people away you close doors and most of all you're a fucking douchbag with a tiny ass heart who care about himseld and thats it. You never listen to anything besides the sound of your own fucking voice.. you dont care about anyone but you, you and oh ya you. I thought you would have a big heart all things consider but NOPE i was WRONG, you're just fucking dumb.
oh ya me returning that did pretty much say we weren't friends, im tired of trying for a good friendship and you just not caring im done with you.
I hope you leave as soon as you can.
peace asshole xx

You're right.

You were right,
I'm not happy
and I'm not alright.
You nailed it.
Fucking genius..

I Know.

I know i shouldn't have been somewhat sad or whatever, but everything was so overwhelming and i didnt know how to react. I feel thankful for everyone and i truely was happy, but i also feel i should apologize for maybe not being as happy as i should.
Things have just been really weird lately, and i havent been all that happy.. dont get me wrong you all did make me smile and be happy and im glad but idk how to explain it.

Tired.

I'm so tired of trying so hard to be your best friend, to try and get you to open up and be there for you all the time when you seem to never be there for me, and never talk or just give me a hug when im sad.. or to be just plain nice to me. uugh i just dont know.
I'm tired of being happy for everyone else and not for me, I'm tired of people bullshit and lies, I'm tired of being sad for no reason and for being sad for a reason, I'm literally tired, and im fucking tired of being tired. I'm sick of it and im sick of life.. whats wrong with me.

I Bet.

I honestly bet like maybe 3-5 people at most will remember and you wont be one of them.

I Still Love You.