For A Long Time.

I haven't blogged in ages.
I don't really know what to say..
Uhm things have been iffy lately to say the least..
It's Christmas Break.. Yay for being alone 24/7...
I'm still in love..I think.. AWESOME, ya no.

On the upside.. boarding tomorrow and baking in the evening <3

Weird.

So im actually really happy, for the most part.
I shall explain why.
So last week was alright, things got better thursday after school gotta love chai latte and ranting with one of my best friends <3 thursdays are deff one of my fav days.
Friday was interesting, but in a really good way and it was spent with another best friend and i love them both to death <33
So ya thats was all good went to cranbrook and chillen was a decent weekend.. then my sister had to fuck it up as always. but ill just ignore her and continue living the happy parts of my life.

Thanks For That.

All I have to say, is fuck this.
This would happen to me of all people.
Why does life hate me?
Fuck it, this, that..
Fuck you.
ILoveYou.

Idk.

I haven't written in a while which is weird.. but I have my reasons.
Past couple days have been pretty good, but that doesnt take away the haunting of you in the back of my brain.
You're always there and all I have to say is I love you, and it sucks balls.

Open Your Eyes.

You clearly don't realize what you do to me.
Wish a flash of your smile my stomach goes into knots.
One touch and I melt.
Obviously you don't realize how much I love you.
Like fucking open your eyes already.

You Give Me Butterflies.

Your hands clasped in mine..
entangled and entwined..
Perfection at its best..
I love you more then I can express..

Love Like Crazy.

Dreams.
It felt like you were actually there.
I could smell you, touch you, feel you.
It was more then I could ask for.
But when I opened my eyes..
You were gone, so I shut them tight
But you never returned.
Your touch still lingered
And your sweet scent still burned my nose.
I was just dreaming,
But I wish I wasnt't.

Adventure.

So I am starting this blog off by saying Thomas.. you smell good hahah
Today was amazing, went on an awesome adventure with Thomas and Sierra twas a lot of fun (:
uuhm I have lost what I was going to blog about.. so if I remember I will blog about it later.. OH and Thomas is an amazing photographer!

Happiness.

Well all I can say is im happy.
My sister got engaged and im her MOH which is extremely amazing.
Everything just seems to be going right for once and I like that.
You make me smile, and laugh, and you just make me out right happy.
I like you.

Rain.

I love the rain, I love it so much.
I like the smell of it before and after.
I like jumping on my trampoline while its pouring.
I like to splash around in puddles and be goofy.
But most of all..
I love how it makes me think of you.

Turkey, Turkey..TURKEY!

Turkey dinner tonight! so excited and my sister and her fiance are coming out and yay just excited.
I helped cook and bake weoo haha
But I still cannot get you off my mind.. oh boy. <3

Shooting Star.

You are my shooting star.
My wish that you told me to make.
The dreams I have at night.
The thoughts I have when I lay awake.

Maybe.

All I want to do is talk to you.
Im not sure why but I do.
Maybe, just maybe in time you'll wanna talk to me to.

Excited.

Sooo im really excited im going to start a book called 'Perks of Being a Wallflower' and I have heard it was really good! sooo im excited :)
I also sarted crossfit three days a week, tough shit right there but im excited hopefully wont die haha hmm made a bowl in art today.. dont think it turned out great but what the hey I did the best I could do!
made a couple new friends thats pretty exciting so ya!
I think that is all im excited about right now.. or at least all I can think of.

Who I am.

Well I am extremely bored.. and have nothing to do until I go babysitting tonight sooo I thought why not blog! I used to blog.. well kind of then I stopped because I had nothing to say, but now I have so much to say I think.  A new friend inspired me to blog again I guess.
So I thought id letcha know a bit about me.
I was born in a small town.. lived here for my entire life blah blah blah
uuhm I love to travel its amazing, reading is the best thing ever and I love photography.  I'm not sure why but there is something about taking a photo that puts butterflies in my tummy. I love sports and anything outdoors.. I crave adventure I guess.
Oh, and I enjoy making new friends haha
well I donno what else to say so I guess I should just stop writing

Today

Today was an all around great day.
I got 91% on a math test, made me pretty excited.
Also made a pretty cool new friend (: